知道你不会再看我的post了，把它们都revert回去draft, 把blog重开。可能是我傻太久了，该醒的终该醒来，别再沉浸在那早已退色的梦里，回忆也许是美的，可那曾经都太遥远了…
要相信我总能变回那个我的，可能独行独断更适合我吧，一直在乎别人在不在乎你真是件很累人的事，想了整年，终究还是没有答案 :] 会无疾而终吗？
Sam 加油吧 ^^
Tuesday, December 16, 2014
Wednesday, December 4, 2013
Last month of 2013
It's december. 2013 almost come to the end.
Finally STPM sem one ended, I thought I will be very excited after all the papers end, hmm... but now I'm not really that excited as what I thought..just feels so normal.
On the last day of the exam, saw something that I'm not really willing to see, I knew it long time ago actually, just I don't want to accept the fact. But then I realize I'm not that sad when I has no choice and got to face it, it doesn't spoiled my day, I just speechless for a short while and then got back my day. Ya, it's meaningless for me already, time cures me and make me know my feeling better :))
Feels good now.
My first day of sem break started with chemistry experiment, wonder why my class so stressed =.= we suppose to do this on next year.
Experiment succeed and now only left the report, goshh.. this really screwed up my sem break. I didn't do much things in the group actually, feels so blur for everything, don't know what's going on =.= arghhhh...so guilty and sorry to my groupmates :/
Just wish that we could settle down the report well. Best wishes to everyone :))
Oh ya, one more thing, last day of november.
Something happened on that day and this was surprised me. So shockedddddd
Just can't calm myself down on that day so I was trying to date anyone come out to accompany me sing k =.= And finally bowie and qi came out, really had a nice day with them and I calmed finally..pheww =.=
Really don't know what am I thinking.. just not that sure, don't want to make wrong decision or maybe I can't make decision by myself? Don't have that courage..
What to do?
Should or shouldn't?
Finally STPM sem one ended, I thought I will be very excited after all the papers end, hmm... but now I'm not really that excited as what I thought..just feels so normal.
On the last day of the exam, saw something that I'm not really willing to see, I knew it long time ago actually, just I don't want to accept the fact. But then I realize I'm not that sad when I has no choice and got to face it, it doesn't spoiled my day, I just speechless for a short while and then got back my day. Ya, it's meaningless for me already, time cures me and make me know my feeling better :))
Feels good now.
My first day of sem break started with chemistry experiment, wonder why my class so stressed =.= we suppose to do this on next year.
Experiment succeed and now only left the report, goshh.. this really screwed up my sem break. I didn't do much things in the group actually, feels so blur for everything, don't know what's going on =.= arghhhh...so guilty and sorry to my groupmates :/
Just wish that we could settle down the report well. Best wishes to everyone :))
Oh ya, one more thing, last day of november.
Something happened on that day and this was surprised me. So shockedddddd
Just can't calm myself down on that day so I was trying to date anyone come out to accompany me sing k =.= And finally bowie and qi came out, really had a nice day with them and I calmed finally..pheww =.=
Really don't know what am I thinking.. just not that sure, don't want to make wrong decision or maybe I can't make decision by myself? Don't have that courage..
What to do?
Should or shouldn't?
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